Tried to meditate, too many different people, are inside my head.

Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,

I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...

I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,

You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,

‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?

Flying out of the nest, At sixty mph, Four hours—without rest.

It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,

“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.

Can I just have slow sex, Long talks, Lengthy poems, And everyday walks, Can I have running through the wo…