#Ego #InfiniteJen #Jenay #Meditation #Zen
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
No implications, Did I notice at the time, Only the key strokes.
I can’t say I know, The bed where you lay, The shape, color, and patterns, That makes up your day, I can only say now,
Stumbling over words, Like a child stumbles over shoe la… Left undone. Every word I want to say, Left undone.
She melds into the rhythm, listening for a heartbeat, escaping into the fumes, her thoughts incomplete. She escaped through the cracks,
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.
Despite the rips in between the se… I can’t escape my bones, I can’t fight the dreams, So I wait but, I can’t manage to speak,
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
The warmth of my tea, How lovely at six a.m. Oh! The little things.
Whenever I’m alone, I stay smiling, Counting the stitches sewn, On 100 thread count sheets, Wishing for rain,
Flying out of the nest, At sixty mph, Four hours—without rest.
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
You never loved me, Only the taste of my name, As it lingered on your slithering… Falling out, dripping, With poisons of promises,
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
I never thought I could crave a s… Like the one that sits across your… Distinctly scraped from the corner… Made in depths of dreams and forei… Its own presence, reflecting galax…
