Personal matters
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You collect calluses, Like precious gems, Revering their form, Keeping them close, And if it wasn’t for me,
‘We’re the same’, Teetering on edges of lines, I ca… And you say again ‘we are the same… Conflating words, Of an honest one,
under florescents, the cigarette butts are like confe… glittering the sidewalk, with anxiety.
‘I’ am the lifeless infinite. ‘I’ am the sun, perforating throug… ‘I’ am a strawberry moon. But what is I?
No implications, Did I notice at the time, Only the key strokes.
I’m always enamored with, Short periods of time, With fantasies of, Your hand in mine.
It feels much less like a kick in… but a slap in the face, I would say ‘fuck it’, but it wouldn’t adequately represe… that was lacked in,
The language of love flowed freely… Through the rivers of our veins, During the summer we discovered ma… And razors edges. We used the torn corners,
I’m not a side dish, I’m not a left—over, you can’t put me away, you can’t save me for later, as with all things,
I never thought I could crave a s… Like the one that sits across your… Distinctly scraped from the corner… Made in depths of dreams and forei… Its own presence, reflecting galax…
I feel like I could vomit tears, But that wouldn’t suffice, For amount of years together, Exactly twice, I have no idea...
Flying out of the nest, At sixty mph, Four hours—without rest.
Last Night. Was the first night I had a thous… Perforating with tender thoughts i… Last Night. Was the the first night, in my lif…
Carefully and slowly, I unfold myself from inside, Dark and lowly, I swallow my pride, I let her out,
“You’re trapped.” He explains, My body is bare, I’m losing time, And losing air.