(2014)
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
What once was mine, And completely whole. Now wanders away, Devastatingly alone. But t creeps back,
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Tear me apart until I am only a s… My self mutilation is my own perso… Trying to sustain a normal exterio… When internally battling the infer… My best friend beside me
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Her screams pierce the night As he ravages her soul Under the shattered streetlight If only it would glow Blended in the shadows
Only you can bring this rage This inner monster saved For you and only you Able to irritate me in ways I nev… My demons were born the day you en…
Mommy. You were the first person who held… You woke up in the night when I w… You let me share your bed when I… Daddy.