(2014)
I never thought I never dreamed Is what you say Really what it seems You make the effort
All you need is a spark And then the flame ignites Somedays it’s almost dead Somedays it’s burning bright In order to feed the flame
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
I find her on the floor Bloodied and broken I fall to my knees Wondering why It was never meant to be this way
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what to do I don’t know why I find myself Alone with nothing to lose People tell me I’m pretty
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Death and decay follow me, Like a shadow I cannot escape. I hear the screams of the fallen, In my dreams, How I wish I could wake.
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.