(2014)
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
Rip my soul to shreds You claws so sharp My blood glistens on the edge Don’t understand my pain Caused by your selfish needs
Heart black as death Laugh cold as night Holding me hostage In your torturous might Grasping my final breath
You believe you’re nothing, A placeholder for something. Worthless and unwanted, You’re wrong. I believe you’re something,
Closer and closer every day Until I say something Then it melts away Learning to control My ability to talk
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
Switching sides Like a two faced coin Teetering on the edge Decisions un joined Portraying one thing
Her screams pierce the night As he ravages her soul Under the shattered streetlight If only it would glow Blended in the shadows
Fallen from grace An angel inside Screaming for freedom With no place to hide Slowly falling
Creating doubt Creating lies Fashioning secrets What more do I despise I guess I should thank you
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Continuing to play Not knowing the game Lost souls withering away Causing nothing but pain Pretending to want me