(2013)
Played like a fool I turned a blind eye Blocked by my affection I didn’t see the lie But as we all know
A double-edged blade in my conscie… Of battle and freedom, Of death and loss. I fight for my country, When they fight for theirs,
Beaten, battered, bruised. I am broken. When someone chooses to push Hump… They don’t stick around to see if… I have been pushed and I am falli…
Where were you. In my darkest days. When I thought nothing was ok. Going through the motions, Living day to day was a struggle.
Laying in my casket Looking down from above Watching all the people With whom I shared my love I never realized
When did you insert your claws int… My lonely beating heart imprisoned… Knocked around until I can’t take… Yet still I am your slave I can’t shake this new development
Buried deep inside Hidden from view Walls towering so high With no way through Then you came along
Sadness Hopeless Broken Bruised You tell me you know
You think I am strong butI’m not. I’m just a broken scared girl tryi… You tell me I’m this And you tell me in that But I know the difference
Would you look at her Such beauty hidden inside But nobody wants to look at her Not when you have this one just be… You see this one wears makeup
You never realize You never know How afraid you are When your truly alone Nobody left beside you
People say that being different is… I disagree Being normal is the abnormal Because when your normal you fade… You don’t push yourself to be diff…
You are always around I’m never alone Surrounding my body When nobody is home Making me feel
Her screams pierce the night As he ravages her soul Under the shattered streetlight If only it would glow Blended in the shadows
What’s the point When your all alone Nobody there to love you Not even in your home Sometimes I feel