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J Phill

Reclaim

I am no where near the man I used to be
Still figuring out the  man I am
I am struggling to find the comfort again
still trying to give a damn
 
I am searching for a tomorrow
while trying to figure out today
I am lost in all the sorrow
this year made me lose my way
 
I am filled with all this stress
and its making it hard to breath
I am lost and such a mess
But I try to keep it to just me
 
I am trying to show I am strong
Because that is what others need
I am showing I could be wrong
because my heart wants to bleed
 
I am happy I have someone to lean on
But there is still empty space
I am wondering when the pain will be gone
I am sure it will be seen on my face
 
I am waiting for it to end
Even though things wont be the same
I am happy I won’t have to pretend
And my own life i can reclaim

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