I feel as though I’ve landed on a beach, as an invading, occupying force. Only to find the land
This hat that fits so snug and tig… This hat that lines my face just r… I stole it from the man in line. He was stuck in Tuxtla, I was fin… I found it first, these hats are r…
waves over the mind shivers thru the body. Hope, the thread intertwined, through the life of a living soul.
The first time I heard the word p… She slammed my head against the wa… And I stared straight back into t… Fuming with fire, scorching the ho… There was nowhere to run, nowhere…
First thought not about ethnicity, but rather, that someone could exist between identities, but society is constantly rejectin… Identity is spiky, it’s painful,
The two whirling white clouds of s… One soft and sweet from burning ol… The other harsh and irritating fro… The billowing smoke choked out Pa… But only for the moment where brea…
I perpetually wait, I cannot act, but I always know, and you’re gone… It happens quickly, often with jus… that I know how deeply, I can lov… I’m not so foolish to think there…
Ambivalence was taking the power b… Without ever looking back, but the… Ambivalence was the guilt preventi… was the same guilt I was taught to… Ambivalence was people calling me…
It doesn’t come through governance… it has existed all throughout. It doesn’t come through war, fear and revenge masquerade as lib… It doesn’t come through money,
unwanted connection to my youth uninterrupted stream of consciousn… first memories linger and manifest periodic reminders of what I can’t… my escape from the void
did my love, flow in tides, like the ocean, as small currents, travelin round,
you can learn to build a castle at the beach, living within, or maybe just around, the makeshift moat,
I choose love I choose love I choose love Because it is you Because it is you
I live on the knifes edge where if I stray even a millimeter to the left I am convinced that any and every flaw
I hate that you smoke I despise that we choke on our desperate attempts for irrational contempt my best efforts remote