Dear family and friends
Dear Family and Friends,
I’m sorry but I have written my ending and this is how it ends, there is too much on my mind, way to much thinking, I have lost sight of what I was trying to find, I am sinking, I could have never in any lifetime convinced any of you truly how I felt, I had so much to say, too bad it will have to end this way, I promise if and when you forget me I will go away… I assure you that I was never needed my life was so inconsistent you can see where that leads, I lay here in self pity my life is defeated... I never noticed how much I loved life, it was only remorse and the need to change my life’s course, I know it was only I that resented me, don’t be mad about the carpet you can get the stain out eventually, no matter its too late now and I wont make it, I only got by thus far by trying to fake it, Ironically this knife in my hand is clean but upon it I have already bled… This is my council take it and heed it, don’t follow my life’s course look above you can read it, I may have had knowledge but I was not smart… now I take this knife and slowly position it over my heart finding the spot to end my pain, I’m sorry its over here I will lay…. I’m so sorry you have to find my body this way…….
(2002)
