Without the thought of suicide
I dreamt it was all okay, everything was.. how it should have been, everything was in its place and no one had second thoughts, it was a cool autumn day, the air was damp and smelled like fresh rain, you were there with me, because I did not hesitate this time, because nothing was too late, time was passing slowly, and we had clear heads, there was nothing complicated, my thoughts were no longer continuous, circular disappointing memories, rather they were in the moment and precise, reminiscent of your happiness. As it began to rain, we stood there and talked, without saying a word, because our heads were quiet, and I could listen to your every thought and you mine. I dare not say that everything started from then and that moment in time, because time is not so forgiving. Everything else was irrelevant, I could do anything for you at that instant, you were with me and there was not a single thing that could harm you.. I am fixed on your eyes so fiercely, space and time come to a standstill and offer us this moment forever, our lives are now forever, if we seize it.. your eyes whisper to me demanding “keep silent or you will wake my head”… then we embraced, It wasn’t a greeting, nor of romance but one not unlike an eternal goodbye… then I awoke… so goes the dream of the mind, a moment without the thought of suicide
(2008)
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