The constant itching drives me mad
I want to do it so damn bad
Feel the razor on my skin
Cut myself deep within
I want to see the blood drop
It’s finally here
That time of year
Where lights are scattered around
They are so bright
Shooing all fright
There was a time in my life
When I felt like nothing mattered
That if I went
No one would care
I thought about it over and over
I can’t have another sleepless nig…
Staying up late
Trying to fight
Inside my brain
Its all insane
How did we get to this place?
I use to know everything about you
But now it seems as though you are…
I wish I knew what made you chang…
Who made you this way?
Sheets thrown on the floor.
Memories locked behind the door.
You feet hit the ground.
Trying hard not to make a sound.
The creek of the door, gives you a…
Many years I have been in here
Locked inside my cage
From the world I once loved...
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _…
I finally get there
Ugh, today will be such a drag
But on the bright side
Only eight more hours I’ll have t…
I go upstairs
I’ve asked for much
But was always content
One thing I haven’t asked
Though I shouldn’t have to
Simply five words–
Why should I be like you?
Why should I change my ways
To fit in with you?
I don’t want to be you
And I won’t ever turn into you
Sometimes the look on your face st…
The way you looked at me when you…
The memory of the two of them watc…
Your face is what has made the mem…
It changed so quickly.
As a storm rages within my soul
My mind screams out through it all
Curiousity inscribes itself on my…
As confusion wraps around me like…
Our safety and very existence is o…
Taken everything from me
Make me feel like nothing.
Up goes my snack
Back in the trash.
Wish I could get back
When they speak
His heart becomes warm
When they laugh
He wishes they were more
Everyday when they set the time