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Accused
The sting of betrayal,
the throb of another scar.
I missed a single step,
but I fell hard and far.
The echo of your words,
play dangerously in my mind.
Accusing and hateful,
cold, unloving and unkind.
The deep, blinding pain,
reverberating within my soul.
Losing what I had,
has me crying here– not whole.
The anger strangling me,
controls the sorrow you made.
And the love for you,
I will have to let it fade.
The mistrust you showed,
stabbed me in a soft place.
I must erase everything,
erase your words, your love and face.
The agonizing mixture,
of unstable thoughts in my head.
Tomorrow, I don’t want it,
it’s something I dread.
The budding laughter,
of insanity slowly grows.
As I rock back & forth,
eyes wide, pushing on my toes.
The tears flood,
bitter and hating your ways.
Lost all of my rainbow,
now there are only shades of gray.
The urge to let go,
for my life is finished.
But that must end,
thoughts must be diminished.
The lies you spoke,
throughout my whole life.
Were sliced away,
by that sharpened knife.
The fact is sad,
but I hope you’re proud.
I will forget you,
and change - if I’m allowed.
(2008)
