Today is your birthday, and you are not here. I keep telling myself, Not to shed a single tear. But I miss you so much,

Looking in your eyes, I see your… You’re trying to change who you we… In your life there is an unfilled… Yet, with me, you must continue to… The drugs are gone, and so is the…

The sting of betrayal, the throb of another scar. I missed a single step, but I fell hard and far. The echo of your words,

It happened so suddenly; it caught… Never thought I could love you, w… And the happiness I feel when you… Is a wonderful emotion I will alw… My fear of losing you is so great,

She was so strong, she did no wrong. How could this happen to her? She was so pure, had more than enough to endure.

Your hand was all it took, aside from that hideous look. The sneer on your face, No other memory can replace. You’ve scarred her for life,

With the taste of sin upon my lips… He pushes me down to the bed. Shivers dance along my spine, Not a single word has been said. No ring circles my finger,

His spirit fills me when I’m down… He speaks to me most when no one’s… He bears the scars and thorny crow… My Savior, my God, my Jesus. Gave His life to save all of us.

You wanted a poem, so here it goes. You disgust me, from your head to your toes. You make me sick,

One tear… Two tears… Three tears… A waterfall of bitter tears. One droplet…

I’m so used to it, Rejection and denial. Yet every time, My heart is on trial. I’m tired of loving,