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Alone
I’m so used to it,
Rejection and denial.
Yet every time,
My heart is on trial.
I’m tired of loving,
Unloved in return.
And this bitterness,
Continues to burn.
Why did I ask,
I already knew.
But I hoped,
It could be you.
Still let down,
Story of my life.
Proof of dismissal,
Misery and strife.
Why am I alone,
Am I so unlovable?
I know I’m useless,
But is it so much trouble?
It’s pathetic,
How alone I truly am.
And sometimes,
I don’t give a damn.
I have feelings,
I am a human being.
You say you’re looking,
But you’re not really seeing.
“Don’t apologize”,
Sorry, but I must.
Despite my bad luck,
In men I continue to trust…
(2008)
