Overwhelming confusion
It gets to a point where your inner and outer lives meet
The hidden and the exposed
The real and the fake
The truth and the false
Catastrophic collisions
Eternal binding
The unknown unforgiving and
Resenting this novel chapter like a repellant
The tides have turned but which way do they go?
Thrusting themselves to and fro
I seem to forget my reasoning for this move
I think there may be something I need to prove
All is ok now
Or so it seems
Till life strikes - pow
Ill realise they were all but dreams
The shock to the world will be eventful
Oh why did this lovely girl move out?
They whisper, their gossiping hopeful.
Hopeful to dig out the truth
Each one trying to be a sleuth
I am still trying to figure out why–
Oh why am I leaving a place
I once called home.
(2015)
One of the hardest things I've had to do - EVER
