One of Us
One of Us
Troubled by your presence
Troubled my myself
What is it you should put first?
Well its supposed to be your health
Still a major part of me
Is lost you choose to hide
My stomach churns and somersaults
Anxiety’s inside
They say you should be happy
Be content with what you’ve got
I get that but the problem
Is what happens when your not
I try to shake you free
But you refuse to let me go
I want to be somebody else
I’m stuck with who I know
One of these days
You’ll be gone
I can’t allow two
An you won’t allow one
I’m telling you right now
This is goodbye
My tolerance is over
One of us must die
Waking from a slumber
Which side is gonna win?
I’m torn between a good life
Or one that’s filled with sin
I want to tell the wrong to go
But he just wants to stay
This has to be decided
And it has to be today
(2012)
I was feeling very divided with my struggles to stop smoking
and this is how I felt.
