I know I messed up when I got a text.
I was sitting there wondering what’s next.
Our song came just happened to come on the radio.
I began to cry and I couldn’t just let go.
I don’t know why I’m putting her in it.
I feel like I am absolute shit.
It kills me to think I am the reason of her pain.
I break down and think what is wrong with my brain.
I hold on to her because I’m in love but lost.
I didn’t know love had such a cost.
I cant end now I have came way to far.
I think I will have to get a few scars.
I don’t know where to go with my situation.
I showed up when I didn’t really have a invitation.
I know that if I let go I will lose he forever.
I can’t let that happen not now and not never.
I will do what needs to be done.
Because I am very confident now that she’s the one