I am not happy and haven’t been for a while.
She was the only thing that moved me the next mile.
She understood and comforted me when upset.
She was there for me ever since the day we met.
I fucked up and I fucked up horribly bad.
You and everyone else has every single right to be mad.
I know it was selfish of what I had done.
I prayed to god and asked if she was the one.
Everyday since I said that I loved that girl.
I knew how she put my entire life in a twirl.
So I ask you all for forgiveness although I don’t deserve it.
Because with my Bella I am just another suicidal misfit.