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Liana Lala

The shame

I have recently been making many mistakes and this is how i feel

My face burns with shame,
My eyes sting with acid of hopelessness,
My heart aches with pulses’ of dishonor
I feel every inch of my being start to disintegrate.
I look in the mirror and don’t recognize the face staring back at me.
How could I have gone so wrong?
How could I just not care?
My face burns with shame,
My eyes sting with acid of hopelessness.
My heart aches with pulses’ of dishonor
How could anyone love a monster okay with hurting the people she cares about most?
How could God look at me the same?
My face burns with shame,
My eyes sting with acid of hopelessness
My heart aches with pulses’ of dishonor
If anyone of my family found out,
How could they still accept me?
If I break my promise,
Will I burn in hell?
How could God love someone like me?
My face burns with shame,
My eyes sting with acid of hopelessness
My heart aches with pulses’ of dishonor
That is no longer my face
That is the face of a pretender
Someone not worthy of existence.

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#Burns #Dishonor #God #Hurt #Pain #Shame #Unloved #Unworthy

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