WONDERING– a word that describes what my mind is doing, thinking of what it is you want with me.
DREADING– a word that appoints what my mind is describing, are you going to smash my fragile glass heart and break it again? like an hour glass shattering on the hard marble floor? My emotions spill out of my heart like sand out of a child’s shoe;
LOVE– The word that i wanna use to describe the perfect fabricated idea of “us,” but i wonder, is it love it just the pixie dust we call Lust, the poison used to make you crave pleasure from my body. You constantly confuse me, you cloud my head with these whirls of indecisive emotions and fill my stomach with fluttering butterflies.
BROKEN–  A word used to describe what my heart is, as of now is like you keep knocking a glass ball out of my hands and enjoy watching me cut deep until you see the scarlet tears drip slowly while i try to piece everything back together, only for you to knock it down again. You tainted my heart with your bittersweet melody.
WONDERING........... A word that... describes ME