Wait 'til Michigan comes. I think I’ll wait 'til then. Think I’ll wait 'til I hear my co… Hear them loving me in Michigan. Think I’ll wait 'til I swim.

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart