But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.