I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.