I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.
Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.
When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.
Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.
In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.
In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt
You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,