You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.

Dignity is death.

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.