I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,