There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

The devil’s in my midst.

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know