While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

Flurries in India: Nothing’s impossible If life is a string Pulling me along.

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.