I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John

She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.