If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.
You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,
Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.
It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,
Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.
I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth
I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.
