I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

I cried out to God, And There was silence.

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?