You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.
I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.
In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed
Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,
I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.
Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
Wait 'til Michigan comes. I think I’ll wait 'til then. Think I’ll wait 'til I hear my co… Hear them loving me in Michigan. Think I’ll wait 'til I swim.
Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.
I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.
If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…
I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…
Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me
I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.
I cried out to God, And There was silence.