I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.