I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

You met me in the winter When I was a petal, Something you desperately wanted t… You loved me in the summer, Underneath the palm oil trees

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?