My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times

I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.