She stood motionless Captured and cursed To be the devils mistress Screaming to be free Oh, but you may never be
I’ve died A thousand Times already
I need to sleep I need your bed My bed? Hurts my back Wrenching pain?
You’ve changed me I’m still not sure is it just my mind that’s taken over controlling me
tonight I put myself into Christmas jail... I mean lately I’ve put myself
I was someplace Long ago Small town It’s all black & white They’re going
It was throbbing growing inside me I could feel it getting bigger with every second
The purple ring of fire guides my heart burning lust shed the innocence of my youth
I find myself Questioning myself What is it I should know What am
Thinking of you is always part of my day Wishing you were here there is so much I want to say
I am a girl... I’m going to be weak I’m going to have emotion I’m real I don’t pretend
Crazy voices seap through the walls telling me what I don’t care to hear nevermind,
Your diluting how I feel All these questions all this applied distance
As I sit here, alone I wonder Why is it I want you Why do I feel like
The hunt was on For seeking truth, Seeking answers Locked & loaded They begin