Walking up his driveway Heart pounding in my chest Mouth dry It’s been months since I’ve seen… I told him I needed some time

Turning the knob The water abruptly spurts from the… The robe adorning her Slips and glides From her body to the floor

Agony, failure, regret, hate Wanting to be punished She staggers through the house Trying to find the answer She hates who she is

A heart is embedded in the centre… Granting you the gift of love Breathing life into your body How ironic then that love Can also spear your heart

Heavy bones, the mattress consumes… Sinking deeper into this debilitat… Get up mummy, I want to play Go back to bed sweetie, mummy is t… Save me from this debilitating dep…

You are the air I breathe The breath I once lost when I was… You pulled me from a sea of depres… Breathing life into my body once m… You are my light

Head heavy Pushing deeper against softness Pulled deeper inside Resting on a cloud Cocooned in blissful velvet

Diving into the ocean heart first The current surrounds you Pulling you under Deeper and deeper You are drowning

Tis a hard thing to accept yoursel… Stigma sticks to your skin like a… Judged by the world You feel alone Suffering in silence

Scared to leave the house Cruel eyes staring at her every mo… Voices in her head She hears their judgement Paranoia envelops her mind

Swirling, twirling dances in my he… I feel the smoothness of the liqui… Journeying through the thickness o… I stumble, laugh it off and then c… On my quest of self destruction

Scarred and cynical Yet cold and lonely Love can be cruel and treacherous Yet it is harder to be solitary A lover all alone

Soft beating through my chest Thumping in my ears Now the constant drum roll stoppin… Holds myself in fear Once I swore I’d give it all away

I just want to be loved Held, caressed Yearned for I want him to look so deeply into… That he sees right into my soul

Does your mind ever wonder what it… Do you ever wonder if, given the c… You would choose never to have exi… If it meant that the world could b… Mine does