(2014)
Venturing into the unknown. The mind stops, terrified. Yet; the heart pushes forward, ever curious and hopeful.
When you left, Your voice was always there. In the house, On the street. Everywhere.
Just a simple thank you. Thank you for guiding me. For always being there, waiting. Greeting me.
The words spoken By them. Knowingly sly and spiteful. So cold. So calculated.
Learning to swim Uncharted waters; The walls. Barriers, Built over years.
Watching the world. Paper, Plastic, Celebrity, Religion.
The love, The hatred, Going in circles. Like a train on set tracks, Around and around.
Cowardice. Seeking comfort from chemicals. Not facing what I ought to face, Terrified. “..I was blind, but now I see..”
Dull, Worn, Scratched, And torn. An antique soul,
A lifetime given, To a life now taken. A love now silenced, Will be forever deafening.
Staying afloat, I’m ripped down again. Into the deepest abyss. With notice
48 years of beautiful life, ended. 23 years of knowing you, ended. 13 years of caring for you,
There is no more pain, No more grief, Anger, Depression, Anxiety;
Emptiness. A void in his very being He tries to fill. Drugs, sex,
The peace you brought, It was misleading. Unknowingly, You sneak up, With your hypnotic dance.
