I’m going in circles arguing with myself about the future, totally obsessed about tomorrow, afraid of  how it will affect today. I know its backwards. Thinking trying to keep borders still my mind is turning into a battle field quick. I’m doing everything I can instead of the obvious, giving this problem to you. I’ve said twice, need advice whom shall I turn to? Where do I get your voice? Scared to do what I think I have to. Hat feeling like I’m forced to bring the happier ending. Was it all in my head? Was it all meant? Was it all you or was I tricked? Did I feel the truth?Am I accountable for what I said, please forgive my within. I should be excited but still I’m tense there’s a battle in my head.
I know  it will all workout, I don’t know the future, I barely know now.Please help me let go and trust you and keep walking by faith and love you more each day.