This home is not a home in this world that I dont know and this family that I share was not my choice to own this house is not a house

I could whisper all my secrets Write them down in the darkest ink I could tell you all the stories that had my heart shrink I could listen to you breathing

Boggling, I’m shook from head to toe Dizzy, quiet listening GIVE BACK WHAT YOU TOOK Apprehensive aggression,

Its a windy night admist the month of November and the last taste of love I cant seem to remember I miss you when it’s cold

I cant sleep at night Youre always on my mind Youre the only thing thats gone ri… In this world of shattered lives I cant wait to see your smile

Ive been waiting for a long time to miss wanting to come home Ive been trying for a lifetime to not feel so alone Its as though I’ve known you my w…

The sea that I see was as blue as green and the seaweed the sea saw was as green as blue the colors were twisted

spinning down falling inside gasping for air grasping for the sides strainging to see

What a screwed up world we’re raising kids in seems like war is a game G4, I sunk your battleship adults are supposed to set example…

Where is my exit the escape from my heart your key doesn’t fit in this shattered part To see into my heart

You ask me what I’m feeling and to that I do not know my heart is breaking hands are shaking we’re going down a lonely road

the walls have gone white for you’ve drained all the color they sit here in waiting and my mind begins to wander How did we get here?

the walls are made of bricks and everything is closing in these bones are made of glass and your words are wearing thin but maybe thats how this works

Don’t you say you don’t like me if you don’t know how I walk, how I talk, how I think, know my flow Don’t begin to judge

I feel the heat but your heart’s still cold my voice was soft and my actions were bold the sun has set