the walls have gone white for you’ve drained all the color they sit here in waiting and my mind begins to wander How did we get here?

My head is spinning I cant see a thing my ears are buzzing stop making them ring you know I’m psychotic

My mother used to sing me a song so full of life Her voice was kind and gentle and love was on her mind I thought when I got older

This home is not a home in this world that I dont know and this family that I share was not my choice to own this house is not a house

Ive been waiting for a long time to miss wanting to come home Ive been trying for a lifetime to not feel so alone Its as though I’ve known you my w…

The cycle will remain of endless nights and pointless fi… and although you’ve grown to hate… ill love you just the same it was never a question of loyalty

I thought my nights were lonely when my world was cold and dark with no one to love and cherish I would lie here on my own my heart would beat so steady

Im trying to think of something to… but I cant but smirk and laugh a b… Because all of the feelings I hav… Are block all my wit I want to write you lines of love

gentlemen still exist hidden throughout our existence although I may be blind most of the time I’d still pick you out of a crowd

Out of the bad comes good And out of the good comes bad And out of every happy moment May come a little sad And every time the sun shines

Cutting through my skin one layer at a time never thought the time would come when we’d have to say good bye the days passed so quickly

Hey Hi whats up? nothing. cool.

Ill start this out by laughing Because I cant understand how A boy like you, would dream of me Why this is happening now Im lazy and boring

Its nice to know that all along I was right and you were wrong and Ill be damned if I see it aga… you were always just a better frie… Im not worried about the past

Concentration those eyes, I’d like to see just for one moment how you look at me then maybe you’d know