(2010)
my eyes are blank like tarnished diamonds my heart is still like tarnished death your voice is dull
My head is spinning I cant see a thing my ears are buzzing stop making them ring you know I’m psychotic
Some days I’m happy Happy enough to be alive Some days I dont care Enough to survive Most days I miss this
Sometimes I forget that this is l… That tomorrow may come but yesterday is already gone Sometimes I forget that I am real and the things I say, and things…
The cycle will remain of endless nights and pointless fi… and although you’ve grown to hate… ill love you just the same it was never a question of loyalty
My mother used to sing me a song so full of life Her voice was kind and gentle and love was on her mind I thought when I got older
You told me you loved me and that you really meant it you wrote down my number and said you won’t forget it but now
It was nineteen ninety six when her father left home her mother thought she could fix t… such pains she’d never know A four year old, new father found
I once met a boy some years ago I was so fucked up I didnt know I tripped up some stairs
What is it about people and the way they change they lie, act, pretend just to play the name game when the pictures fade
Killing me inside being ripped apart at the seams please just stop your lies they’re stabbing deeper making me bleed
Some they say saw the look in her eye the night she finally said good bye there was no plan
One day, she’s hoping you’ll come over to her house stand outside her window just standing there thinking about how beautiful she i…
Youre doing it all wrong you dont want me Im just another mistake Another cause of unprotected sex You know nothing about me
My eyes grow tired from staring into the dark waiting for you to disappear to stop trying to tell me every thing’s okay when it’s not