This home is not a home in this world that I dont know and this family that I share was not my choice to own this house is not a house

Sweet spring air, Do whisper deceit, My love, Oh love, Come back to me.

Every year I get older the weather grows colder and the rose starts to fade and everything is grey As I look to a new day

for the pain to vanish would be but a dream alone in my room asking for one little thing the TV screen is black

Im trying to think of something to… but I cant but smirk and laugh a b… Because all of the feelings I hav… Are block all my wit I want to write you lines of love

There’s a path or reflection through the days of misconception, where I once was what I am not, and everything I lost. Now are the days of construction,

Take a step back, relax look at the world as you see it its just like a game of jax and you dont wanna believe it been living all iced up

I thought my nights were lonely when my world was cold and dark with no one to love and cherish I would lie here on my own my heart would beat so steady

Please dont pretend that you dont know who I am at least have the decency to smile when you pass by it isn’t that bad

Some they say saw the look in her eye the night she finally said good bye there was no plan

well, i never lied i never swore i always held my breath i changed everything i am for you until theres nothing of me left

Ill start this out by laughing Because I cant understand how A boy like you, would dream of me Why this is happening now Im lazy and boring

She’s got a stage on screen full of shattered dreams and the lights shine down but their power is weak and god throws us a frown

One of these days I’ll snap right back Hit you so fast you didn’t see it coming hurt you so bad