(2010)
I told him I loved him I cant let him go the one I wanna be with but I cant let it show because Ive lied to my friends
for the pain to vanish would be but a dream alone in my room asking for one little thing the TV screen is black
I never thought things could possibly get any worse until I met reality
My eyes grow tired from staring into the dark waiting for you to disappear to stop trying to tell me every thing’s okay when it’s not
There ain’t no place like here where your heart won’t fall there’s no other feeling like fear you can’t control at all when the hours are dead
I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait
Caring about the environment around you but still dishing out romance like money you’re the sweetest
I write what I know and what I know is what i see so what you would know if you could really see? We all look and glance
Forgiveness is all I ask from you and from myself big mistakes are my forté but they keep happening, day by da… This life is a wasteland
Dont want to be without you Cause I cant live without you And today I
The sea that I see was as blue as green and the seaweed the sea saw was as green as blue the colors were twisted
Every year I get older the weather grows colder and the rose starts to fade and everything is grey As I look to a new day
let the sun rise as I awake with a smile on my face with you by my side as if to feel your embrace but your smile’s so close
She’s got a stage on screen full of shattered dreams and the lights shine down but their power is weak and god throws us a frown
I’m so sick sick and tired of being told how to act, what to do, how to dre… I’m gonna be me