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I Just Am

Is it trapped inside?
Or am I just trapped
Coughing up a lung
with every slight laugh
 
maybe im bad
and i know that its true
i guess i just dont care
if its being bad to you
 
Maybe im lonley
and your touch makes me sick
and all the bullshit you make up
anyone could take a whiff
 
maybe im heartless
and a little bit cruel
but i guess thats what happens
when you act like a fool
 
maybe im stupid
and i cant see the light
and maybe im wrong
for doing everything right
 
maybe im apathetic
towards the feelings you claim
cause everything you say
will always sounds the same
 
maybe im just human
and you dont know how to love
all you want is to win
but what are you fighting for
 
maybe im just tired
of writing pointless words you dont care to read
and thats what gets me up-fired
cause im everything you need
 
im sorry im not perfect
and that i cant hold you hand
and our relationship is shit
and that im just a better friend
 
and im sorry i cant love you
the way youre calling out to me
and the way you speak, the way you look
is just something i cant believe
 
its not my fault you hurt me
and its not your fault i guess
and i know im hard to be with
im just a hopeless mess
 
but i can try harder
to be decent and be kind
and believe you when you say
im the only one on your mind
 
but you gotta give me lee-way
cut me a little break
and trust me when i say
you aren’t someone i forsake

(2012)

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