(2010)
Below the surface Im dying deep down inside how could you tell I dont talk tell anybody anything
Swept in like a breeze and drifted right out the window the seasons are changing but all i still see is snow the temperature is raising
I thought it was your smile, or the way you’d say my name and I counted every mile but still nothing feels the same I know that I’ve failed you
You tell me you love me falling for you every time Im sick of writing love songs but when you come to mind Its an automatic reaction
Now it’s all out in the open the feelings I’ve held deep inside the letters are
Killing me inside being ripped apart at the seams please just stop your lies they’re stabbing deeper making me bleed
I sit here and lose myself in the thoughts of years ago In the images that pass Of a once so happy home And I am still connected
I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait
Sometimes it just seems like no on… like my life, I cannot bare It just hurts so hard It hurts inside the pain is hard to hide
I once met a boy some years ago I was so fucked up I didnt know I tripped up some stairs
Please just ignore me please forget I’m even here unless you’re gonna kill me I welcome you closer I warn you
I’ve got letters in my mailbox filled up to the brim with apologies and longings and where to begins and I’m so tired of your postage
Do you remember the time when we sitting on the couch and you told me that I sucked and I just began to pout And then your eyes grew heavy
I wait. Everyday. You’re gone. Gone away. I stay. Every night. You’re gone. But it’s all right. I see what you can’t
So close yet so far away just out of reach I’ll reel you in you can’t resist the temptation I’ll be your someone