Haiku
(2010)
Youre slipping through my fingers once again I cant hold on you cant leave me like this Im so afraid once more to be hurt Ill love you until
I could whisper all my secrets Write them down in the darkest ink I could tell you all the stories that had my heart shrink I could listen to you breathing
I wish I could take your sleeples… and trade them in for a lullaby and all the stupid, pointless figh… every insult slung, every tear you… you know you’re lucky
My mother used to sing me a song so full of life Her voice was kind and gentle and love was on her mind I thought when I got older
walk around the other side and took a look real close walk inside outside upsidedown what you see no one knows inside the mind
what is a shooting star someone’s lost dream bottled up, let loose streaming across the night sky
So tired of worrying wondering, wishing that everyone would pull their hea… It feels as though Im running, fighting
I trudge through the memories such a big catastrophe trapped inside a stained glass win… I see your true colors your act only works on an audience
I thought my nights were lonely when my world was cold and dark with no one to love and cherish I would lie here on my own my heart would beat so steady
were past friends forever inseparable you make me feel as if I’m important the only one out there
And weve blown through these life shaking extremities disillusioned from right and wrong once again, another empty song I want you to feel the way I feel
I asked you what’s wrong and you said nothing you’ve held up so long it’s crystal clear you’re bluffing I just want you
Honestly Ill never be the girl next door Ill never be the girl just out of… Ill never be the one that got away and Ill never be the one to sweep…
I admit it You’ve become my addiction Thinking of you every second of th… And every night I swear I pray To help me stop being so switchy
I count the days until I fall into your arms I draw a blank when your name comes to thought I cannot wait