Haiku
(2010)
Im trying to think of something to… but I cant but smirk and laugh a b… Because all of the feelings I hav… Are block all my wit I want to write you lines of love
I watched her draw a circle and I began to think Where does a circle end? Why pencil over ink? If you can erase part away
I wish I could take your sleeples… and trade them in for a lullaby and all the stupid, pointless figh… every insult slung, every tear you… you know you’re lucky
Killing me inside being ripped apart at the seams please just stop your lies they’re stabbing deeper making me bleed
Through the looking glass is what my eyes see through this magnifying glass made specifically just for me every color, every shape
I cant sleep at night Youre always on my mind Youre the only thing thats gone ri… In this world of shattered lives I cant wait to see your smile
Its a windy night admist the month of November and the last taste of love I cant seem to remember I miss you when it’s cold
This home is not a home in this world that I dont know and this family that I share was not my choice to own this house is not a house
You open the doors to my heart and make it beat twenty times fast… when you’re near my vision becomes so blurry as if my world is spinning
The say that you see life flash before your eyes when a hearts’ decease tells you another dies So you tell yourself
I was so confused Tossed away into the dark Wandering all alone Forgot I had a heart When I was sitting quiet
Boggling, I’m shook from head to toe Dizzy, quiet listening GIVE BACK WHAT YOU TOOK Apprehensive aggression,
I wont be forced to choose you cannot pick who I can love you’re supposed to be my friend news flash, you’re not my only cho…
You got me worrying right through to the bone are we coming to an end I have got to know I wait by the phone
Now it’s all out in the open the feelings I’ve held deep inside the letters are