Haiku
(2010)
Now it’s all out in the open the feelings I’ve held deep inside the letters are
friends is just a word I wanted to be more sometimes I wonder if you’re true I think through my sleepless night you were more than just
Sometimes I forget that this is l… That tomorrow may come but yesterday is already gone Sometimes I forget that I am real and the things I say, and things…
Ever wake up in the morning but the air is bitter cold and you had all this shit to do to… but dont want to anymore Ever try to sleep at night
My mother used to sing me a song so full of life Her voice was kind and gentle and love was on her mind I thought when I got older
Below the surface Im dying deep down inside how could you tell I dont talk tell anybody anything
She says she wishes she was me but I dont see how that could be Every guy she wants, she gets inst… but for me, I have to work impatie… I wish that I could make her see
I thought I really loved you as if I knew you once before until you only liked me and then you vanished out the door you left the keys inside the lock
I write what I know and what I know is what i see so what you would know if you could really see? We all look and glance
This is a tale of a girl who lost her friends by becoming more social
Ive dreamed of all the places in the distance where I’d be but now that Im twenty two It feels more like twenty three Ive dreamed of every city
I sit here and lose myself in the thoughts of years ago In the images that pass Of a once so happy home And I am still connected
My eyes grow tired from staring into the dark waiting for you to disappear to stop trying to tell me every thing’s okay when it’s not
What is it about people and the way they change they lie, act, pretend just to play the name game when the pictures fade
white whitening solid solitude walls