Haiku
(2010)
It’s dark and I’m bitter Never leaving again I’m sad and I hate it I just don’t understand My heart aches
I’ve got letters in my mailbox filled up to the brim with apologies and longings and where to begins and I’m so tired of your postage
The same blue eyes That I’ve always seen A face with no name But the heart that I seek That smile through the dark
I trudge through the memories such a big catastrophe trapped inside a stained glass win… I see your true colors your act only works on an audience
It’s all over now lost in translation I’m done waiting around I’ve made my decision so lets get this show on the road
I cannot believe you I’m sorry is all I can say That you want to be with me I cannot see things your way Im tired of being used and dragged
Swept in like a breeze and drifted right out the window the seasons are changing but all i still see is snow the temperature is raising
my eyes are blank like tarnished diamonds my heart is still like tarnished death your voice is dull
I think that I’m over done, I’ve lost all belief I tried my hardest you obviously couldn’t see I told you how I felt
just a simple girl with simple dreams on top of a world so simple it seems but this world is dark
she sits alone and reads yellow flowers on her desk what she is thinking I dont dare to guess I’ve seen her before
As I sit in this empty desk empty from what you see I close my eyes and wish the best that you were wishing for me as I sit here and you sit there
I feel the heat but your heart’s still cold my voice was soft and my actions were bold the sun has set
The say that you see life flash before your eyes when a hearts’ decease tells you another dies So you tell yourself
Im sick of your lies all the fake smiles Ill forever figure out the truth beneath your skin you cheated me and my friends