Suicide Call
I can’t take this pain,
It has no name
But it hurts me so
What it is I do not know
Tears stream down my face
No longer am I in a state of grace
Something takes over my soul
In my heart is an empty hole
It just doesn’t seem fair without you here
In my solitary confinement
I try to hide away
I try to escape the imprisonment that has captivated me
It has taken control over my mind, body, and soul
A slaved locked down but so in love
There is no way to escape
I feel as though I will deteriorate
I am already breaking down
I have no collection of my thoughts
Being hard headed may be my only fault
I am dying here inside
Only love will keep me from suicide
It is beyond my control
So I just play the role
Pretending everything is fine
There are no wrong thoughts crossing my mind
Given the chance I’d forsake it all
But still I am trying to distance the call
